My Dearest Foe

Rambling through names, thinking about the one I'd call my dearest foe
There you are, hidden deep within the confines of my thoughts, thoughts I want to let go
You remind me of my shortcomings and my losses, I try to hate you even more
Trying doesn't help, I know I miss you, you make me go sore !
The smile you carry all the time, I wish it was fake
I always wanted to tell you, you give me a headache!
Maybe you had too many fans for you always came up with the best plans
I had those ideas too, but was a tad too late !
You made me wonder, if someone can really be perfect
But then I've always been the fighter, and difficulties made me shine brighter
I know you've always thought of me as your friend, always been the one I could depend
I may have disappointed you sometimes, not anymore
For any challenge, you face, it will first have to knock at my door
I may call you my Dearest foe, but can't imagine walking without you in my Tow !